When My Candle Burns...

Visit My TUMBLR!!!

2010-12-22T01:15:00.000-08:00

This is the link: http://splatsh.tumblr.com/

Thank you guys very much :)

Hello!

2010-12-16T04:54:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since I updated my blog. It's almost nostagic when I log onto my blog account. Seems like I lost passion and inspirations to write. I ceased writing for 2 or 3 months, so I'm a little worried here :D

Even this post, I stop at intervals, waiting for ideas to pop onto my mind. Life has been nice, so I've got nothing to complaint HAHAHA :D I don't know what happened to me, but this is really creepy. O Lord please help me! I miss writing :)

English Essay Practice: Hungry Ventriloquist

2010-10-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

She didn't know that I ate her baby. It wasn't important to her because she had no brain. I tried to tell her, but she kept blaming other people. And they made a commotion after hearing the news.

I tried to calm them down, but they were deaf. They were deaf and I was mute, so I couldn't tell them to shut up. It was very rude to shut somebody's trap up, so I decided to throw my voice to my barbie doll. She will help me solve everything. I became a ventriloquist because I learned to throw voice. I couldn't control my emotions with those freaky dolls so I went psycho.

Lastly, I found out that I was mute and couldn't throw voice and I became the worst ventriloquist on Earth and I remembered that I was a psychopath and started eating humans and unfortunately, I ate her baby. Well, it wasn't important to her because she had no brain...

Quote #3: Books

2010-09-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

Brother: Did you find the book you fancy?

Sister: No, I don't think I like novels. I'll just read the dictionary...

Raphael

2010-08-23T17:18:00.000-07:00

O Come forth Raphael
Messenger of God
To save the creations of thy Father
Kiss the warm palms that nailed on the crucifix

We pray to thee, O Raphael
Sweep away evil with thy shining garb
Thy head crowns with garlands
Thy feathers glow like morning star

Come now, come now Raphael
Wake us up with thy Golden Horn
Soothe the lands and seas with your tune
Leave us thy feathers and light when thou sing

Different Person, Different View

2010-07-23T02:02:00.000-07:00

This is what other people think about me :)

#1: a tall man with his happiness
#2: someone who loves ambiguity
#3: Gay...Spiritual
#4: weird :P
#5: annoying!
#6: weird (again!)
#7: asshole XD
#8: Not participating in anything :P
#9: quiet :)

And my responses :D

#1: hahaa...i'm not really happy actually :P
#2: yea, i love meaningful and complicatng things :)
#3: gay? no no no...i'm spiritual, not gay :)
#4: love to be weird :)
#5: am i?? kinda maybe...actually i'm not annoying, i'm friendly :P
#6: ok thx :)
#7: wOw o.O
#8: yea, i'm not active :P
#9: AAARRRGGHHH!!! am i? :P

Delightful :) I admit that i'm weird, cause I have different views from others. I change all the time and you can't completely know me :D hahaha, love ya <3

RAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!! I'm a pirate!!! XD

Quote #2: Ambitions

2010-07-22T17:10:00.001-07:00

I wanna be a painter in Paris.
I wanna be a writer in New York.
But you know you can't have two dreams.
Or you're gonna fall, fall, fall.

-ToM KiDDo

Quote #1: Play

2010-07-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

Life is a play. You're the actor, God is the producer and I'm the director.

-Tom KiDDo

2010-07-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

This is gay. That is gay. Then what's not gay? :D

Forest Sex

2010-07-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

Sycamore trees accompanied us
Yellow flowers sat so silently
Wild cats yelled, they gave us lust
No one can imagine such beauty

You looked at me with your sky-blue eyes
Listening to the song of the nightingales
I touched your warm lips with mine
You touched my firm chest and gave it a press

You cried and yelled, but no one can hear us
I did it hard, we were suffering
Nature's energy kept us going
We rubbed each other, mixing our sweats and tears

Your whole body sticked to mine
Like mine and yours are one
You doubted that I can't do it
So we ended with a hard sodomy

Top 10 Sweetest Words To Call Your Sweety!

2010-06-24T19:20:00.000-07:00

This is a list of words that cheers your sweety up =D Use em when your darling has a moody day, but don't use em wrong :D you don't want it to get worse :P

No. 10: Hey, Toad's Mucus

No. 9: Hey you, Female Dog

No. 8: Hi, Big Salmon

No. 7: How now, Brown Cow?

No. 6: Hello, Baby

No. 5: *Lick your lips* Sexy Gal

No. 4: Come here, Samurai Pie

No. 3: Bonjour, Ma Chocolat

No. 2: Hi, Sweet Tart

Best: Meet me in my bed, Huge Lips

Use em right, Hunky Dung :P

I'm Going CRAZY!

2010-06-16T17:52:00.000-07:00

My name sure is great. They can't stop calling me!!!

Hey, I Got A Hate-Message :D AGAIN :P

2010-06-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

Yea, AGAIN :D but from a different person...Here's the message she sent me :):

"chan, u're such a jerk you know? go around calling people assholes!!Have u looked at urself lately? gosh, seriously you are so damn fucking annoying and getting on my nerve! FUCK YOU! YOU THINK YOU'RE SO GREAT! i know i'm not great and i dont care okay! you're not great either so stop acting like you are!! AND GOD YOU ARE FUCKING DISGUSTING! IMMATURE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

-Callie Liyana Dewind

And my response:

"callie, you are such a jerk, go around and call other people gay. Have u looked at urself lately? gosh, seriously you are so damn fucking annoying and getting on my nerve! Fuck you! I AM GREAT! you jealous? of cos, you are not great, i know it, and you know it. if im not great, you can put ur own head into ur ass and scream inside. no one cares. it doesn't change the world if im not great. but all in all, ur a bitch. =)

"p.s: are you gonna cry?"

-Tom KiDDo! XD

Actually, she was the one who is thinking she's GREAT...And the reason she got so pissed-off is I said people who call other people gay are assholes. Then she got pissed(You know what I mean, right?). She has been such a pain in the ass...Fuck her :D Hope she get heart-attack after reading my response :) YAY!!

Amen.

Lady & Lad

2010-05-11T06:26:00.001-07:00

Who Is That Lady?

Who sleeps for money

Waving at men and dudes

Oh I know, she's a prostitute.

Who Is That Lad?

Who smells like something dead

He gives me a good hard pat

And yeah, he is fat.

My French Letter To Mom

2010-05-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

Ma Chere Maman,

Vous-etes la pomme de ma oeil. Je'taime et tu aime moi aussi, je fais :D Merci beaucoup pour prendre moi a cette belle monde. C'est une tres petite letre, mais elle montrer tout ma amour. Merci et je'taime, ma cherie mere.

Ta bon hemme,
SIGNATURE
(Tom KiDDo)

Translated to English

My dear Mommy,

You're the apple of my eye. I love you and you love me too, I know :D Thank you very much for taking me to this wonderful world. It is a very short letter, but it shows all my love. Thank you and I love you, my darling mother.

Your good boy,
SIGNATURE
(ToM KiDDo)

P.S. About the French, sorry for my dirty grammar. I'm working really hard :D

Where Is My Underwear?

2010-05-07T05:50:00.000-07:00

Oh dear, where have you gone?
The one that smelled like cheese & corn

I search under the bed
And also my closet

Hey! I finally found you, pretty underwear
You're just resting under there!

Creatures That Live In Me

2010-05-04T18:05:00.000-07:00

There used to be something
Jumping and laughing inside me
There are good and also pink
And pretty bad and quite creepy

A fluffy blue liquid
Flowed around my intestines
He ate all the tapeworms
He made me calm, or he won't quit

Pretty pink puffy bunny
I called her Pinkity-Pig
She rabbity-ribbity in my brain
She made me go jumpy and bouncy

Malicious buffy teddy
He scared me to good old Hell
Nightmares every night, he gave
His voice was like Notre Dame bells

Flirty itsy-bitsy spider
Looking for foods
She fed on nightmares
She softened me, sometimes

As I grew older and older
So they are
Fading, vanishing one by one
Like they've been eaten by monster

Focal B&W...YUM :P

2010-04-23T09:25:00.000-07:00

Playing with Focal B&W is DELICIOUS :P Here's some 'masterpieces' I've created. Hope you guys like 'em. Enjoy :)

First,

I'm Shy!

Second,

Expired Instant Noodle

Third, My New Clean Teeth :D

Fourth, Anti-Nazi

Comment me & improve me. Merci beaucoup et Bonjour :)

Check It Out!!

2010-04-12T17:02:00.000-07:00

Check my sister's vlog out. It's fun and hilarious :D

http://www.youtube.com/user/littleploggo

And our latest video:

If you're looking for the channel, copy the 'thing' above and paste it on the Address, or you also can find it by the side of this post on "My Blog & Vlog ;D". Hope you guys like it :D

WWAAALLLAAAAHHH!!! I'm Back :D

2010-04-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

My life go on just ok :D That bitch finally shutted his mouth :) If he ever open it again, I'm gonna stuff it with shit, so it can be divinely stinky :D Thx the Gods and Goddesses, Gaia, Lucifer, Ave Maria, Oya, Hecate and all gods and goddesses. And thx to you too, for listening to me :D

This Is My Last Post 'Cause I'll Be Dead!!!

2010-04-07T17:17:00.000-07:00

Here, in this post, I'll show you the world's most motherfuckin' comments that I got from some(or 'an') idiot/s...Enjoy :D

1: all your pic look like a real fag......i think you were ment to be a fag

2: shut up lahhh FAGET

3: dont understand the language your speaking monster sized """"""""FAGET"""""

4: GOT PROBLEM IS IT 'FAG'...not offf your white ass problem right

5: hey Fagot......dont act like gangter in Internet lahh...when your at school you act like you are the top pondan there....as i like to call it FAGOT!!!!!!!!!!!

That's it. Actually all these comments are from a HUMAN. If you read carefully, all the comments that he sent included the word 'fag' or maybe 'faget'...And ouh, sorry for the terrible grammar. He's a kid who just came out from the fuckin' preschool. Eventhough his grammar is shitty, but the words he's saying enough to kill me :(

P.S. If my freakin' life doesn't get any better, I think I'll suicide..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!

Amen..

Make Fun Of It & DIE!!!

2010-04-07T04:37:00.000-07:00

Warning: This post contained swearing and cursing. If you guys had No-Swearing Allergy, don't read it. Merci :)

Bitch: Hi, Harry Potter.

Me: What?

Bitch: Yeah, you do all the magic stuff and spells, right?

Me: Yea I did and I'm not Harry Potter.

Bitch: Ouh, ok...ummm can I ask you something?
How to make somebody's dick shrinks(using magic)??

Me: Umm, no such thing...

Bitch: HAHAHA, you're such a faggotic nerdy 'Harry Potter'.

Me: ...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...soooooo funny :D Go ahead and make fun of me and magick, 'cause one day, I'll be the one who LAUGH like a bitch(like you!). I can't wait to see your head being cut off. I can't wait to see your throat EXPLODES and the bloody juice falls on me :P I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU DIE LIKE A FAG!!!

My 'friends', they made fun of my religion. Someone please tell me, what will happen if one insults and makes fun of one's religion? DIE!!! That's it :D This world is no more innocence...This world is no more peaceful...This world is becoming more venomous and venomous. I'm afraid of it now :(

HUMAN!!! I'm proud to be one, MON MERDE!!! It'll be nice to be animal or something. At least I'm as free as a BIRD!! Humans have so many things to deal with. Money, interest, love, if you live as a fag, you'll think what i'm thinking...Why Lord?? Why I'm a human?? I hate human!!! Or, the most monstrous creature in the freakin' world!!! FUCK YOU HUMANS!!!!! FUCK YOU 'FRIENDS'!!!!! FUCK YOU FREAKIN' WORLD!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

This one is for you, humans...

Amen, My Lord...

Studio Pictures :D

2010-04-01T18:34:00.000-07:00

It's not taken in a studio, actually. Well, I took it and my sis was the model :D Here's the best 4 pics i've taken and hope you like it :)

First, Bad Hair Day :(

Second, Stop!!!

Third, C.H.E.E.S.E

Last, Nobody BUT You :)

Comment me & Improve me :D Merci beaucoup et Bonjour :)

Tap Tap Who's There?

2010-03-30T18:22:00.000-07:00

This story is REALLY real and it happened last Friday. It was school day, me and my sis went to school by bus. That day, when me and my sis are walking toward the bus, who was stopped in front of our house, I felt that there was something tapping at my back :O

I turned around, thought that it was my sis who was tapping at me, and said, "What??" No one was there. My sis was far behind me and it was impossible to reach me. I thought it was some kinda lizard or bird poo fell on my back, so I don't care. But when I thought about it, there was no tree above me, so there'll be no lizard(lizards can't fly :D) and also, there's no poop behind me :/ What could that be, huh?

I Respect You Respect ME!!

2010-03-13T23:59:00.000-08:00

I think that the people around me aren't grateful 'bout what they have. Aspecially my friends at class. They're really cool kids and I admired them, and RESPECTED them. I talk to them like they're a little bird or something, and they treat me like a slave! A slave?? wtf :(

There's a girl in my class. She's kinda cute. I be friendly with her and cared for her, but what she did to me? She told me that I need to shut up a bit 'cause I annoyed her. I'm her slave or friend, huh?

From now on, I'll not respect anyone except they respect me. And, this one's for the adults, you guys should respect us kids too. Don't you feel weird? Kids should respect adults while adults don't have to, Fucking unfair. So if you want me to treat you like a HUMAN, then treat me like one TOO!!

If one doesn't respect oneself, one can have neither love nor respect for others.

-Ayn Rand

Blessed Be Renee...

2010-03-10T18:49:00.001-08:00

We lost an angel-on-earth, Renee, yesterday. She has gone back to God. She fought away the cancer bravely and now, she should have some rest...

She is my bestfriend on Blogger. She will visit me everytime I post a new post. She encouraged me like her own child. She loves all of us, her dear friends. But too bad, we have to let her go. She needs some rest. Hope she rests in peace. And we shouldn't feel sad 'cause she's now with God, in Heaven...

Blessed Be Renee...

Blood

2010-03-04T17:28:00.000-08:00

Blood, O Blood
The sweet taste of yours
Flowing from his body
Taste like sweet Mary

Blood, O Blood
The knife that stabed him
Shone with his skin
It filled me with spirit

Blood, O Blood
I invoke thee
To torture him
To scratch his skin

So I can bath...

...in his blood

Hey, I'm Learning French!

2010-02-10T18:19:00.000-08:00

I'm learning French..How? Mon frere teaches moi, but not for free. I have to get him something, like McD or chocolate or anything that can eat, damn..haha :D

After sometimes, I'm not gonna be a poseur anymore. No more translator(actually I need that too), No more "you're such a poser," No more living-in-dream!! Fucking fun :D Butterflies are fluttering in my stomach, man!

I'm moving a step nearer to my goal. My next target is to get Holga 135bc. Mon frere said it's for beginner, but I want everything. I want to try all and make my room looks like a Lomo gallery, hiissss :P

Money, gold, kaching!! That's all what I need to complete myself. Damn, I'm into the 7 Deadly Sins, Greed. Aaaahh, there's nothing wrong of being greedy, as long as I don't rob the bank, haha!

Mute

2010-02-01T17:02:00.000-08:00

...............................................
...............................................
.......Aaahh.............................
................................Zzzz.......

...............................................
...........Rrrrgghh...................
..............................................
................................Ooohh...

...............................Laarrhh.
..Krrghh................................
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P.S. I hope I'm mute..so I don't have to speak languages..I'm sick of all these stuffs..

God Is A Hero

2010-01-25T15:59:00.000-08:00

I don't have to be afraid of you. God is here with me. He gave me courage. He protected me. He's here to love me. Oh, and I love him too. God guided me. He's here to create a barrier around me, so people can't hurt me...

I'm a dirty whore, and you insult me. But God is here to sooth me, enlight me and touch me. He teach me what to do. He's my best comrade and I love Him.

He made me love everything, even the people that hated me, teased me and insulted me. He made me love the things that I hate. He made me appreciate the hater, 'cause I will not have lovers if I don't have haters. Thanks God. I love you, God :)

Amen...

Tongue of Human

2010-01-21T19:30:00.000-08:00

I just found out that the world's most poisonous stuff is the tongue of human...It looks so tiny and cute, but actually it's harmful and dangerous...Hope the bitches die..in front of my eyes!!!

O God, please save me from this curse...

Amen

What a Year..

2010-01-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

Today's(16 Jan) my birthday and I realize that I've been a stupid 'poseur'...I add the 'stupid' cause I hate being a poseur. When someone call me that, I'm gonna lock myself up and RAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Lots of stuff happen this year. I bought a pack of useful Tarot, a spell book, a tarot bible and lots of new age stuffs. Why I'm calling myself a poseur? cause firstly, I called myself a witch, but I haven't even cast a spell yet, dissapointing :P

And secondly, I act like I know french, but I don't really know it, actually. And I learnt a lesson, "Don't use a translator." Hahahaha :D But you know what? I'm gonna try real hard to learn the 'fine art' of FRENCH!!!!

Once I learn to cast spells, I'm gonna cast it on the person who called me a poseur, yum :P And once I learn to speak french, I'm gonna scare you SoaB away with my sexy french, you merde!!!HAHAHAHAHAAHA, Happy birthday to me..Hope I have a great year :D

I Feel So Sick...Please Save Me!

2010-01-13T17:45:00.000-08:00

You wanna know something? Actually I don't 'really' know french...I translated them...I feel ashamed and sick when there's 'a friend of mine' found out...He knows french, an expert...And I just know a little...And I tried to chat with him in french...Then he said something really sick to me.

He said, "Don't use a translator." Then I started to feel sick and I don't know what I wanna write to him. And I said,"That was harsh." And he reply,"whts so harsh bout tht? Using a translator isnt good 4 ur progress." And I asked,"so u can teach me french??" And lastly, he gave me a direct NO...fuck off you SoaB!!!

The translator is just a guide. Without it, how can I learn french? Don't be so stingy bout your knowledge...If human are too stingy, there will be no smart-ass in the next generation...

Midnight Man

2010-01-11T18:18:00.000-08:00

!!!RRRAARRRGGGHHHH!!! I WANNA SCARE YOU TO HELL!!!RAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Girls Are So Obsessed With The Heartthrobs

2010-01-07T18:35:00.000-08:00

No! Taylor Lautner is mine. No! Robert Pattinson is mine. Okay, they are yours, but Zac Efron is MINE!!! Fuck Off, girls...Stop talking 'bout all the stupid heartthrobs...They are not YOURS, ok?? Ok, I know I'm talking(writing) like a girly girl because, actually, this is a sarcasm :D

All my girl-friends are so obsessed with these Twilight or 17 Again or High School Musical stuffs. It's making them crazy. Everytime during our conversation, they must include all these heartthrobs.

They always ask me why I'm so silent...The reason is, BECAUSE I'M ENOUGH LISTENING TO ALL THESE HEARTY-THROBBY!!! I have no idea 'bout all these guys. And don't expect me to says, Oh Mon Dieu, Taylor Lautner is so hot! He's MINE!!!..Cause I'm not a freakin' gay that you always say...You girls make me feel so gay XD

Boys Always Boast About (Their) Abs

2010-01-05T16:19:00.000-08:00

95% of my male friends like to boast about their abs, I don't know if they really have or not. Other than abs, they also like to talk about exercising. Some says they can pump 50 reps or something, some says they can pump with one hand, some says they can pump without hands, whatever...

I don't think it's fair for fat guys. Those 'hot' guy-friends always tease my fat guy-friends, how poor...Once, there's a friend of mine boasted to me about his abs. So I asked him how many packs he had, and he said he got 5 and one more is in progress, WTF???HAHAHA...That makes me laugh my body off, son!!

Girls maybe will be impressed if you guys show them your abs, but they won't be impressed if you BOAST, bastard!! Stop boasting about your 'rock-hard' abs. I admit that I'm jealous 'cause I don't have 'blazing-hot' abs, but you know what, girls like me 'cause I DON'T BOAST!!

New Day

2009-12-30T21:33:00.000-08:00

The dark, cold night of yesterday
Had turned to green and warm
Flora chased Winter away
And play in another place

All trees were crowned with golden leaves
The folks had forgotten last night's memories
Now they were dancing around the faerie rings
And cheered and sang for the new day

The sacred birds of Lady Rhiannon
Brought new life to us
With their sweet, beautiful lullaby
Waking the death and turned over a new leaf

Flora woke the sleeping creatures
With her magical song
She turned the yellow, dry leaves
Into strong and shining green

We hoped and prayed
For peaceful days
The gods and goddesses will obey
For this is a perfect new day

Happy New Year, Folks :)

Joyeux Noel tout le monde!!!

2009-12-25T01:06:00.000-08:00

Joyeux Noel...Hope all of ya have a rockin' and warm christmas<3

Innocent

2009-12-23T19:03:00.001-08:00

She's the baby that my aunt is babysitting. Her name is Xing En. 7 months old :) A big baby!!! :P

Rock Gimme Comfort

2009-12-16T18:07:00.000-08:00

My day is getting worst and worst...maybe because I'm turning into a teenager...Argument with family started...fucky...I hate this kinda ass...hurting words keep piercing into my heart...fuck off..I hate talking 'bout this crap...

So, I'll stuff my ears with my earphone...I can't hear anything from the world...I don't wanna talk to you, and you don't wanna talk to me...That's the feeling that I want...Alone with MUSIC, HARHARHAR...

Don't know why, I started to like Rock songs...They calm my freakin' heart...What I'm listening right know is "White Wedding by Billy Idol"...Quite a nice song...Actually "It Takes Two by Rob Base and DJ EZ Rock" works too...It makes me wanna jump up and down till the earth tear apart..woohoo!!!

Now, start listening to Rock(or Pop) songs to keep the assie crapola away...Swing them around till they're out of your mind!!!

Slumberless Night

2009-12-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

Snow was falling as the Moon shone

I was sitting, slumberless, on the couch

I made myself a cup of coffee

To warm my hard, frozen heart

Wrapped around by my thick, fluffy blanket

I looked out from my supersized window

Watching the late night buskers at the street

They played me a sweet, beautiful lullaby

My little kitty slept beneath my feet

I scratched her back with my icy toes

I looked at her happy, cozy face

Calmed, I laid on my back and slept...

How To Be Happy?

2009-11-24T06:42:00.000-08:00

I admit that i'm a moody person and kinda emotional, but i'm trying really hard to make myself happy. 'Happy-Go-Lucky,' that's what i'm always keeping in my mind. My life is full of bad stuffs, friends don't like me, hated. I'm tired of all this rubbish, so I decided to be happy to gain luck. HAHAHA...

First of all, when I feel sad, I will lock myself in a room to let all my shameness and sadness go. But I realize that all this is wrong. So from know on when I feel depressed or upset, I'll SING!
Yea, singing can kill sadness. Sing whatever song you like, as long as it give you happiness :)

And(if you're not afraid of being fat) eating chocolate can reduce stress and be HAPPY :) Science has proved it...Hehehe, and masturbate. Yea, masturbate can help us feel happy. Sex also can help us reduce stress and be happy too, but make sure your partner is gorgeous, hahaha :D

There's still lots of steps to make us happy, depend on yourself. Find your own way and be happy now :D

Greensleeves

2009-11-19T17:30:00.000-08:00

Hey bloggers, here's something cool for you all. This is a song believed that it's composed by King Henry VIII when his lover rejected him. Very romantic and inspiration for all the medieval lovers..Enjoy :D

There are lots of cover. This is one of them and it's my favourite...
Thx for watching :D

2009-11-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

PoTato Chips & OreO

the snacks of LOVE!!!

Last Day in School(2009)

2009-11-16T04:14:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of school for 2009 and I'm starting to miss my dear friends. My 'amoureux' and that french-speaking guy that I mentioned under this post(I found that his name is Mikhail, or simply 'Micheal'), Diana, Syara and whatever.

I have lots of girl-friends(girl as a friend) because boys are boring :P All my friends didn't came to school today, idiots, and I sat all alone beside my classroom's door, counting rainfalls. My 'amoureux' didn't came too :( So, today is kinda sucks, huhu..

I love last day of school. I can't miss them. if I do, my holiday will broke. I've started to miss my friends right now and I don't know how my holiday got to be. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my friends very much. Hope to see them again :)

Happy Holiday :D

French is Charming

2009-11-11T23:08:00.001-08:00

Today, we had a quite cool 'show'(let's call it a show) at school. There was dances and speeches and whatever. But there was one thing that made me wanna fly, a guy speaked a french speech!!

He started with 'bonjour' and my heart started to beat fast. Eventhough I'm a male, but his voice and french-speaking can moved me, really cool.

How he speaked and how his lips moved were like an angel. Very, very dreamy. I freakin' love it. He reminded me of Edward Cullen in 'Twilight'. His eyes were blue(seriously). He was charming, but those assholes(the audiences) laughed at him, poor stuff.

He finished with 'merci' and translated it in English. He was upset and asked the 'assholes' why they were laughing at him and I answered(in my heart), "Because they are assholes!" I watched him walked down from the stage and joined his friends. He was better than Edward Cullen.

I made a promise to myself, "I must learn french!!!!!"

Attention: I'm not a gay. I'm just in love with his french-speaking, not him!!

Incubus

2009-11-09T00:13:00.000-08:00

The sky was casting snow outside my window
My dim, dark room was filled with frozen air
But my heart deep inside was blazing hot
For you were kissing my little heart

You squeezed me between your warm, hot muscled arms
Your chest so hard as I gave it a kiss
You stopped my heart with your golden stare
The scent of your body was like the blue ocean

You made out while the candle flame flickered
You let the night felt satisfied with your sweet company
As the candle burnt down and the Sun came out
Your scent flew away with the ice cold wind

He was gone..No more in sight...

Succubus

2009-11-05T01:56:00.000-08:00

Her hair flowed through my skin like silk
Her pure, white skin so soft like milk
She stared at me with her eyes of midnight blue
She said she wanted me and I wanted her too

She released her breath when she kissed me
It smelled so sweet like red blood rose
She licked my skin, from shoulder to knee
She leaned against my neck and kissed my throat

I felt the pain when she hold me, so intense
She gripped my wrists so hard and tight
She chuckled and laughed while I felt dizzy
Her voice turned to echo when I saw the sunlight

She was gone...No more in sight..

Mathematics Freak Me Out

2009-11-04T01:04:00.000-08:00

Oh, today I had my math test(the subject that I hate so much). It really freaked me out. Questions 1 to 5 are quite easy but the following freakin' wasted my time. I counted and counted and counted but the answers weren't so acceptable. So I gave up :(

And I noticed something weird when I'm taking the test. Everyone was talking to themself, including myself. You know why we talked to ourselves? Because we're trying to understand the questions.

The questions were like playing with your mind. It was so confusing. I nearly pull off my hair and scream out, "Fuck YOU!!" Haha, but of course I didn't do that. The kid behind me kept talking to himself(in a language that we shouldn't use in the school) and I'm laughing like a psycho, hehehe :D

I don't think I need to master my math because I don't want to be a mathematician when I grow up. I want to be a writer or painter or poet. I don't think I need mathematics. I loathe math because mathematics freak me out!

Why Should I Go To Hell?

2009-11-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

Do you have a religion? Of course you have, right? But I'm not sure whether I have or not. For me, religions are only my guide to live an easy and happy life.

Every religion teaches us to do good things and don't harm people. Eventhough you worshipped Satan, you read the Book of Shadows or you fucked with demons, but you didn't harm anyone.

As long as you don't kill anyone or burn down houses or do anything harmful, that's not a bad thing to do. I admit that I believe in Satan, does that hurt you? No! "An ye harm none, do what ye wilt," I got that from the Wiccan Rede. It means as long as you harm no one, you can do anything you want. But, control yourself from doing bad things.

But why they keep telling me that I'll go to hell because I worshipped Satan(that's not the truth, I didn't worshipped Satan)? I don't know. Maybe because they are too fanatic and too believe in God. This is my life, I know how to lead it properly.

I thank God for fulfilling my wishes and making us religions and beliefs for without them, I think the world had broken by those assholes. Again, do anything you want, but control! All you need to learn is control yourself.

Amen...

Bloody Mary

2009-10-31T00:35:00.000-07:00

Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary...

Bloody Mary, I whispered your name

My voice so dark, so soft, so dull

A drop of cold sweat fell from my face

The wax of the candle fell from its place

I heard your sharp, broken scream and shout

I shivered, my hair stand as you came creeping out

You touched my face and you licked my mouth

I couldn't move and you swallowed me up...

Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, Bloody Ma...

Old Witch's Curse

2009-10-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

When the witches die
They curse and cry
When the witches die
They tear the sky

When my teardrops fall
Thou wilt bleed and roar
When my teardrops fall
Thou art dead...no more

Happy Birthday To Ryan Reynolds!!!

2009-10-23T01:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Ryan Reynolds!! He'll turn 33 today..Wish him a happy life and good luck to him for everything...And I'm waiting for a movie called 'The Paper Man' because he and Lisa Kudrow are filming in this movie!! HOHOHO.

That pic is from SNL(Saturday Night Live)..He's a host in SNL...quite funny, hahaha. You should watch them(but not better than MADtv, MADtv ROCK!!) Anyway, happy birthday to him again :)

Live or Death?

2009-10-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

Live and Death. Which one will you choose when:

-You're abnormal...

-Your life as dark as night

-You are alone...

-You have no support..

-You're hated

-You're unwanted...

-You only have imaginary friends..

-Your life is like a stage. You have to act everytime you see people...

-Your life is fake..

-You can't be yourself...

-Your life is like a war..

-You're insulted

-You fucking look like your opposite sex!!!!

I feel so fucked up today. All those things come back..Sadness...Hatred...I feel so cold...I need my blanket...I need my imaginary friends...I want God to curse them...'Someone in my life' once said, "If I cut you with a knife, It hurts more than I insult you."

Yes, I feel even hurt when I'm cut by a knife, but it will heal one day...If my feeling is hurted, It will last 'till the end of my freaking life...No one understands me...except my mom...She's my angel...My painkiller...

*sigh*...May God curse them...

Amen...

Will The World Still Be Beautiful Tommorow?

2009-10-22T00:34:00.000-07:00

I'm standing on the cliff, killing my tension
The clouds above me stand in a row
And I ask myself a little question
"Will the world still be beautiful tommorow?"

Future in the Lace

2009-10-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

As I look deeply into the golden lace
The patterns spin and turn around
Images and sounds start to form
I fall deep inside, down and down

I watch carefully as it spins
I see my future in the lace
I see my future clear and bright
And it dances around in my mind

I blink my eyes and it stops to spin
The images gone as fast as it comes
The noises and sounds turn to echoes
And everything goes back to reality

Punishment

2009-10-07T21:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, when I'm reading a chinese press, I saw something that caught my attention. I saw two weird pics. At the left, it was a pic of something like eyes on the sky. And at the right, it was a pic of a figure on the roof.

I was so curious that I asked my aunt to read it for me(because I don't know mandarin, I just turn the pages for fun, haha). She told me that it was about the latest earthquake in indonesia.
Then the story about the two pics started:

There was a hungry cat looking for food. She walked around the village and looked around. Suddenly, she smelled something nice. It came from a little cottage. She jumped in from the window and she saw a plate of fish. She hungrily swallowed the whole fish up.

Then suddenly, a man came into the kitchen. He saw everything. Filled with rage, he picked up the knife and chopped of the cat's head. The cat's head fell from the table and landed in front of the man. Her eyes stared at the man likes she's gonna eat him up.

All of a sudden, the earth started to shake. Houses collapsed and people died. Everyone were so panicked that they didn't realise up on the sky, there was a pair of cat eyes, formed by clouds, staring at them.

They also didn't realise that up on one of the house's roof, a headless cat figure was sitting on it, looking at them. Some of them saw it and took it pictures. And now, the pictures were on the papers. They said it was a punishment of God.

Cat's life is life too. That poor cat just ate a fish and it was killed. It is so unfair. Thanks God for the punishment. Now, pity on the earthquake victims or good for them?? For me, I'll still pity on them. But I won't feel pity on the man who has killed the cat...

Amen...

(I can't find the pics on internet, so there would be no pics. Sorry..)

Negative Thinking

2009-10-06T01:01:00.000-07:00

Just now, I'm scolded by my aunt...she's talking about me watching porn..because I always take bath in my cousin brother's room and in his room, there's a computer...Sometimes, I'll turn on the computer JUST to check about my favourite songs...

Then she says I watch porn, wtf? She thinks too negatively. I feel like an asshole when she says I watch porn...f**king dumbass :(

P.S. If you don't know the story, don't act like you know or make your own...

Zombie Night

2009-09-29T05:01:00.001-07:00

I took this pic with my third eye(my camera), hahahaha, when the Sun is sitting behind the giant cloud...After editted it, it looks like a creepy night where zombies came out(that's what I'm thinking when I see this pic).

People says it looks like burnt paper(meaning that it's not nice). They don't have artistic eyes :P. When I look deeply into it, I feel scared(because I'm dumb, hhahaha). I think that's all I can say about this pic. Hope you have artistic eyes :P

When My Candle Burns

2009-09-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

When my candle burns
My life lighted up
My eyes can see
My voice give out sounds

I grew and grew and grew
'till my face grew wrinkle
Now my candle burnt to half
Its created a pool of wax

Shorter and shorter my candle burnt
And weaker and weaker I became
I'm worried 'cause I'm afraid
I'll become a smelly dead man

Welcome...

2009-09-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my new blog. In this blog, I'll write about my life. What I'm not satisfied about my life and what I'm satisfied. I've a great interest in photograpy and poetry. I write great poems and take good pictures, hehe.

I write a lot about nature because people don't take care of our mother nature. I wanna change them, If I can :P People sometimes asked me, "If you can change something about the world, what will you change?". And of course, I reply, "I want those stupid people to stop open burning and save our lovely world!!".

You can say that I'm a crazy tree-hugger, that what people always called me, because I'm REALLY a crazy freaky tree-hugger :P I named this blog "When My Candle Burns" because candle represent our life. Since I write about my life, so I named it somethings about candles :)

Ummm, I think that's all. Hope ya follow my blog and enjoy :D

-ToM KiDDo

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